Things Are Getting Better But I am Still Dead Inside

by I Don't Want To Know Why The Caged Bird Sings

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Ryukisai Punky emoviolence with a desperate feel. Short and intense. Expecting more material from these guys. Definitely worth a try! Favorite track: All My Friends Are Dying.
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02:01
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01:55
5.
02:20
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Songs 1,3 and 5 were written in the winter of 2011
Songs 2,4 and 6 were written in August 2014

Diy then Die

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released January 30, 2015

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Ben Samways and Cameron Reeves @ the Fig Tree in January 2015

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Track Name: All My Friends Are Dying
I heard screaming from a far it sounded like
the voice your child eyes could never make
I will hear this everyday, until my ears cease to bleed.

Haven't seen you in months, but I know you're getting worse

Someone has slit the back of my ankles
and I can no longer walk

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DYING
THEIR BRAINS TEAR AT THEIR FACE
AND IT'S PUNGENT
AND IT'S PUNGENT
Track Name: Three
Whatever way you look at it we will die alone.
Be it loveless through all life, or love taken from you

And even if you did die in someones arms
you would never
get the chance to say goodbye

life, is very long.

Everyday I drag myself through
The drain of mediocrity
But when I'm old, if I make it that far
I know I'll say
Life is so very short

But sadly
I already feel like I've lived too long
I'm tired and I can't sleep
Fifty years is daunting to me.

I don't think I can make it
That
Far
Track Name: Eighteen
Going through the motions
This will be everyday
For the rest of my life

Cerebel
disappointment
continues

I know you'd like to bash my head in
Until it bleed serotonin

But we both know
That's not going to happen.
Track Name: One
The whole world is smiling at me but I can only just thrown back
No one died, even though a fair few left.

Endings aside the past few months have filled me up with so much joy
Have to throw, it all back up

It's when you said

I miss your skin and your arms
I miss feeling completely safe
Like nothing
can hurt me

I like me
When I'm with you

I could stay tangled in
Your red hair forever

(Making you smile was enough)
You’re still the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen
Track Name: I'd Like To Grow Into a Sunflower Most Of All
I wanna die and grow into a flower
I wanna die and grow into something better
I wanna die